Hello people, I've disregarded this place for months and here I am crawling back to my old lair. Reading all these posts from few months ago made me realize that I was in a very tense self-destructive state of mind that somehow I think it was the most depressing phase I've ever been in my life.
Nowadays I've put a lot of efforts on turning over a new leaf; what I did was I've tried to treat people nicely, smile in public more often, talk to people without making awkward smile, get rid of nervousness when talking to people on the phone. Yes talking about that, I've been so into an iOS-based game called SingSomething. It's a game where you record an excerpt of your singing and let people guess what song you are singing. Since I've played the game I realized that I just helped myself to get rid of the nervousness I had when talking to people on the phone. The more I play the game the more I care less about how I sound like thus it helped me to overcome the awkwardness I have when talking to people over the mic. To test whether I really get the hang of it or not, I've conducted a simple test on myself by talking to random people online and yes, it worked. Only 80% though, I really need to work on that remaining 20%. I know some people would think that I only talk shit and stuff but really, this game helped me a lot. I wanna say thank you to the game developers so I've sent my thank in an indirect way by contributing a new music genre for the game which is consisted of 100 songs. The game developers are so nice they even rewarded me 100,000 coins for the game though I don't think it's that necessary.
By the way, I've swapped room with my sister and now I have a bigger room than the one I owned previously, but this room will be shared with my 2 other sisters so what difference does it make? I've dubbed the pink walls with grey because I am not a fan of powder pink, it doesn't match the color of my personality I think. But it's only halfway through though, so half of the room is grey and the other half is powder pink so it looked hideous right now. Mom promised me to buy a new bucket of grey paint next week so I'm gonna work on those walls again, soon. By the way, this is how one of the walls look like (and this is really my favourite wall of all):
We also have a new family member whom we all love because she really knows her way with humans so I guess everybody is so comfortable with her, but she loves to bite people. We call her a lot of names like "Kukang (because her eyes are like coucang's eyes)", sometimes "Kecil (because she's still a kitty)" and "Ketot". I think Ketot suits her because she's fluffy, chubby, short and small so Ketot kinda sums it all, I guess. This is her:
And last but not least, this is what happening in my life:
Nowadays I've put a lot of efforts on turning over a new leaf; what I did was I've tried to treat people nicely, smile in public more often, talk to people without making awkward smile, get rid of nervousness when talking to people on the phone. Yes talking about that, I've been so into an iOS-based game called SingSomething. It's a game where you record an excerpt of your singing and let people guess what song you are singing. Since I've played the game I realized that I just helped myself to get rid of the nervousness I had when talking to people on the phone. The more I play the game the more I care less about how I sound like thus it helped me to overcome the awkwardness I have when talking to people over the mic. To test whether I really get the hang of it or not, I've conducted a simple test on myself by talking to random people online and yes, it worked. Only 80% though, I really need to work on that remaining 20%. I know some people would think that I only talk shit and stuff but really, this game helped me a lot. I wanna say thank you to the game developers so I've sent my thank in an indirect way by contributing a new music genre for the game which is consisted of 100 songs. The game developers are so nice they even rewarded me 100,000 coins for the game though I don't think it's that necessary.
By the way, I've swapped room with my sister and now I have a bigger room than the one I owned previously, but this room will be shared with my 2 other sisters so what difference does it make? I've dubbed the pink walls with grey because I am not a fan of powder pink, it doesn't match the color of my personality I think. But it's only halfway through though, so half of the room is grey and the other half is powder pink so it looked hideous right now. Mom promised me to buy a new bucket of grey paint next week so I'm gonna work on those walls again, soon. By the way, this is how one of the walls look like (and this is really my favourite wall of all):
We also have a new family member whom we all love because she really knows her way with humans so I guess everybody is so comfortable with her, but she loves to bite people. We call her a lot of names like "Kukang (because her eyes are like coucang's eyes)", sometimes "Kecil (because she's still a kitty)" and "Ketot". I think Ketot suits her because she's fluffy, chubby, short and small so Ketot kinda sums it all, I guess. This is her:
And last but not least, this is what happening in my life:
Yup, I robbed my sister and I just bought my ticket to Sigur Rós in Singapore this November. Life is happy once more.
