What Happened To Me Recently Part 1

Hi. I've planned to go out with my sister this evening but the heavy rain and strong wind ruined our plans so instead I locked up myself in my boonies and start blogging things (which I am doing right now lol). 

So today I went back to work after 3 days off to relax my mind after what happened. What happened, you ask? Well, last Monday there's this one arsehole guy came to my workplace and asked me for money. I recognized him because he came to the place I work around a month before and he even talked to me for awhile back then and told me his name. So, he came back last Monday and asked me for money and kept on insisting me but I said no a thousand times. He kept on persuading and insisting me to give him money he said RM3 pun jadi lah (what the hell) but I turned away and keep on ignoring him. Thank god there's this 2 Politeknik students came and then that asshole went away angrily. 

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I thought he won't have the pride to come to my workplace again but I am dead wrong. The next day, he came but thank God I've locked the door (as a safety precaution, which is a success). He keeps on sliding the door and slammed it and told me that he wanted to go inside to use the computer. I said "NO you can't, I am going out in a bit" and he went away. And I thought to myself, "Welp, this is crazy. He might come back tomorrow and tomorrow and the next day if I don't stop him. I got a bit scared that one day he might come and try to harm me so I decided to tell my boss and the security guards near to my workplace about it. I almost quit my job due to those negative thoughts and I even told my boss about it. He obviously don't want me to quit because he kinda counted on me for taking care of the place. What my boss did was he brought me to the nearest police station and filed a report regarding to that case. And I feel a bit relieved now. For the love of Robert Smith if that asshole ever come back again and try to harm me or threat me I will ferociously beat him with my bare hands. 

So, guys, I tell you what this is so uncool. You can't just simply go to people you barely know and simply ask them for money no matter how much of a broke-ass you are. This is insane, this is so so ultimately uncool. Please dear readers don't ever do this.

Plainsong.

I almost forgot that I own this place.

I don't know, I just... I've been experiencing with wild mood swings for the rest of my post-adolescence life. Sometimes I feel happily eager and cheery, sometimes I feel so irritated it irritates me so much that I want to hurt myself so badly and just cuss my heart out but I just couldn't do it. Most of the time I feel like I am living in a world filled with ugliness in every aspect and I just couldn't stand it anymore. I can pull the trigger if I want to, but something in me forbids me from doing so. I am still sane. I haven't lost my grip on reality. I'm trying to convince myself from day to day that I am just tired and I just need some rest and don't take life so hard and stop being so pessimistic. All my life that I have wasted was based on my sole thought of "I exist in this world, and that's it". I'm so tired of everything that happened around me, I'm so tired of all the dramas and unwanted faces and I'm so tired of feeling so miserable and hopeless. I'm so tired of being the loser, standing on the sideways watching people grabbing victory of life and surrounded with unlimited happiness which I can't seem to acquire. Sometimes I feel I should just lock myself up in my own house, away from everyone and away from every people who hurt me the most, who pretends to care about me and away from all the people who loves me, as if there is any. If I could i would just pack my things up and mortgage everything I have here and go far far away to other place. I just wish it is possible for me.

I Never Regretted My Taste In Music

I was bored just now I ransacked my old closet to dig up some classic memories of mine and I can gladly say I'm not disappointed. I found this four kind of shites chilling in there being awesome:

On the top with that matador kid on the cover is Mew - Frengers, on its bottom is Franz Ferdinand, next to it is Oasis and on its top is Franz Ferdinand (again).

And there's a heaps more there. I gazed at the artworks, the lyrics, how awesome it could be and then when I was gazing at this:

OAG - Satelit Ink. The last OAG album I purchased.

..and turned to this section: 

..I spotted this:

OAG credited The Cure as one of their inspirations. I've been a fan of OAG since 2002 and the only time I realized that OAG is inspired by The Cure is today. I feel so weak right now =.=" And no wonder OAG is so awesome back then, nowadays with their malay and too mainstream songs they sounds like shite. In fact they started to sound like shite after Naza and Alim left the band.

And I just had these sweethearts they tastes so awesome. Kinder Bueno is awesome :)

Rants!

Hi everybody! It's been a long time since I post something here. Well today I am going to post something (duhh why do I even mention this) and I'll just share random things happening around me. 

Today I woke up late because I sleep late last night just to watch all The Cure shows at Bestival last Saturday. So I ended up being late at work (about 40 minutes late) I hope next time it won't happen again =.=" Actually last Saturday I sleep late too because I want to keep up with Cure show at Bestival at Tumblr, Twitter and CureConnections. I'm so mad at myself for not going there because I'm broke as fuck but thank God there's a heap of curefans updating information (post updates, pictures, what's happening) to specified websites straight from the Bestival, I just want to say I really really love you guys! And one thing I regretted, I should've called one of my tumblr followers who goes to Bestival Cure show when they sing Disintegration. How stupid! I am so mad at myself right now I don't even know how to explain what I feel right now I just, I don't even, I just... ARGHH! I just hope after this The Cure will come to Asia and I will surely go! 

My (short) Trip To KL.

Last week on 12th of August (Friday) I went to KL alone (why is it everytime I'm on a flight I'm always alone?)

But I don't think I'm all alone because while waiting for the flight I sat near to one of my dad's friend so we talked to kill time. I was half-dead tired at that time because I didn't have much time to rest at home. After I'm back from work (at 6pm) I went straight to home and break my fast and then I re-packed my whole stuff, checked if everything is okay or not and then went straight to the airport. 

And then I arrived at KLIA at about 12.40 a.m. My sisters and Ridhwan (Yan's boyfriend) picked me up at KLIA and then we went straight to The Castle Restaurant (on Jalan Imbi, near to Berjaya Times Square) to have our supper aaaand since it's a Middle Eastern restaurant, sempat lagi kami ber-shisha kejap haha :P

So many shisha bottles and the service is quite good here :)

After our supper we went to the hotel we're staying. It's a hotel called Flamingo By The Lake. It is located in Ampang. I didn't get to capture panoramic pictures and this is all I got:

Sorry. (I'm in the car at that moment) 

It's a beautiful place with a large lake behind it. On our last day staying there I saw a bunch of tourists feeding the fishes in the lake in the morning and it makes me wanna try it too! Maybe next time ;) Eh my timeline is eff'd up already! Back to my 2nd day in KL!

Camwhoring for a while :D

So on the next day (Saturday) we went to some cool places. First stop is Pavillion! Lots of shops innit, but I dunno I kinda lost my interest in materialistic things that day and I kinda focused on foods the whole day. And we were fasting that day, mind you, so it's very excruciating to walk past food stalls without being able to buy those delicious foods, not until 7.30 pm. So it's just my sisters (Yan and Atun) do their shoppings there. While derping on the ground floor I also spotted this:

Performing jazz musics which I love so much. Right timing brahh.

Look at how gorgeous that upright bass is.

 After that, we went to The Curve at Petaling Jaya. But before that, we went to Bentley Music for awhile just to satisfy my music instruments fetish and I have to say, I'm quite satisfied. Bentley Music is heaven. You can even try the instruments there (but with extra care otherwise it would scratch or broken etc etc) so I've tried playing this one keyboard. The keyboard keys are a bit hard to press so I just leave it there after playing a bit tunes. I wander around that shop, looking at the drums sections, admired all those gorgeous guitars and then I spotted one upright piano at the edge of this one section, which looked kinda like this:

 Without hesitations I went there and tried the piano and bam, I fell in love. I love the keys, I love the design, I love the sound, I love everything about the piano if I have money I will surely buy it. It's so damn expensive man.. RM17,000. What the hell right? I don't even have a quarter of RM17,000 in my bank account :( So I proceed to the counter to look at those fuzz box. I wanna buy one but I saw the same one at Kuching which is way more cheaper so I guess I'll just buy it if I go to Kuching again this November (hopefully). So I just bought lots of guitar picks. I love collecting guitar picks, I have lots of it :)

Ta-daa! All of this costs me RM20 only.

And then we went straight to The Curve. We shop til we drop and my feet hurts like hell. Around 7pm like that we went to Hometown Kopitiam to break our fast. I love it there, the waiters are nice and the foods are super nice too. After breaking the fast we went to Tutti Frutti for a sweet treat and I'm loving every moment of it. 

Waiting for sungkai time. (on the top is me and Atun, and this one is Yan and Ridhwan)

Our "I screams". Costs around RM25 for both of this. Not bad :) (but I hate the lychee ice-cream, tastes weird for me!)

After that we headed to the nearest Domino's Pizza. I'm not trying to be a food racist but I have to say I really love Domino's pizzas and it tastes better than the ones in Pizza Hut. Oh and we have cakes too :)

Yes yes, this is ours. And I'm so happy I regret nothing lol.

After that we went to Danau Kota. It's a very crowded place, stuffed with peoples from all over Malaysia (I guess) because they sell cheap bargained things there. We bought a lot of things there. I bought t-shirts (too bad they don't sell South Park shirts anymore so I bought Star Wars t-shirts) and Angry Birds stickers yada yada and we even bought this!

It's soo cute and affordable! And it works too, it's not just a decoration :D And it only costs us around RM45. 

After Danau Kota, we went to Al-Andalus Restaurant for supper. Since that night they have that Arsenal football match so that place is kinda packed with people. And you guys wanna know what I love the most about that place? The shisha. Is. Only. Goddamned. RM6. I was like oh my god, what? RM6??! And they did not use small shisha bottles like the ones I just purchased, no. They use the regular bottles, the big ones. And only RM6. What the heck I love that place so much I will sureeeely go there again next time :D

And after that we went straight back to the hotel and crash. We were dead tired but it was a blast! I miss KL already, I miss hanging out with my sisters in KL already. And the next day we went to LCCT (urghh it's SUCH a short trip!) and then it's time to say goodbye to KL :(

Hazy KL.

So that's it. That's the end of my trip. It was a bummer I only stayed there for 2 and a half days. Next time I'll make sure I'm staying at KL for at least 5 days, trust me! 

And btw this September I am going there again yay :D

My 20th Birthday.

Hello peeps! Guess what? Today is my birthday! I celebrated it with my dearest family at Hyatt Regency Hotel (Tanjung Ria Cafe) so I got off work earlier and my boss is okay with that and he even wished me happy birthday lol (my boss is super awesome, aren't you guys jealous of me having an awesome boss?) so in this post I'll just shove all pictures I captured and let them talk, aight?

Reserved table for 4 of us. Lol that flower blocking dad's face and it looked like dad's face is distorted lol it looked funny to me.

That's me and mom :D

That's my dad. He said this is his birthday present for me haha thanks dad! You're awesome!

And that's my sistah posing with all those god graciously delicious foods (btw that guy who smiled at the back is kinda cute :P)

There's so many delish foods but I only managed to capture these two. 

Ta-daa! This is ours. Makanan macam makanan untuk 10 orang haha!

Camwhoring for awhile lol.

Sorry about the crappy picture quality. I'm not a DSLR user, mind you. But I am so so really really happy that I have the chance to celebrate my 20th birthday with my family because 3 years before I don't have the chance to celebrate it with them because I was stuck in Polytechnic and it sucks :( And thanks for all the birthday gifts and birthday wishes from all my friends and relatives, I love you guys!

Before I ciao, random snap from Omegle.

I was derping on Omegle just now and this is what I got. God bless you dear Stranger.

And I feel kind of old now. I'm no longer a teenager, I'm a young adult :D 

I guess this post is about working?

You know what, almost everyday I walk to work. Not because I can't drive, I do have a driving license but I don't have my own ride. Sad, isn't it? But I think it's better to walk because I think that's the only exercise I got everyday lol. And I'm not always alone, you know. I have a company and his name is Jiro.

Say hi to Jiro :D

He's actually a stray dog living near our place but we always feed him so he became closer to us. He knows each one of us (my family) and he even knows our cars. Since we kinda take Jiro as a pet I started to feel that dogs are kinda cool. Why should people hate dogs? Dogs are awesome and I wanna get my own dog someday :D

So, I was derping while I walked to work and I spotted this:

Cool number bro.

Okay I was bored so I just snapped what I saw. And then this noon at work I got a surprise visit from my sokidon friends, Colyn danz and Erika. I feel like whenever I'm with my sokidon gangs I just kinda ignored the surroundings so I just laugh and talk as loud as possible with them. Haha I miss them already! I can't wait for our next Sokidon hangouts (this time all Sokidon members will be there) because it will TOTALLY be a blast, big time. They're totally among the coolest and funnest friends I've ever had! I love you guys :D xo

And then one of my online friend which happens to be my close friend's friend too came to my workplace to repair her laptop. And I got this from her, thanks Rafaa bebeh! :D

A souvenir from Penang.

Well I guess that's it for now. Näkemiin!

Fasting Month.

Assalamualaikum and a very good day I bid to all of my readers (this is a rare intro from me, mind you)

Today is the 4th day of the Muslim fasting month (Ramadhan month) and I still haven't lost any kgs yet :(

That's probably because I can't stand the sweet seductions of those delicious foods on the food bazaar just near to my house. The cendol, the kuih-muih and stuff and those savoury chicken wings. O GOD THAT IS SO TEMPTING, VERY TEMPTING!

This is cendol.

And this is kuih. The green ones are called kuih onde-onde and the brown one is kuih karipap :D

So starting today I kinda wanna limit my intake of sweet foods since this fasting month is the best "shortcut" for me to lose at least a wee bit of pounds. So no more cendol for me (probably one or two more times no hal bha kali tu kan haha) and I will substitute it to:

Well there should be no problem for me since I am a fan of green tea too :D

Another story is last night I dreamt of an awesome dream, where I had a dream within a dream. So in my dream I met bunch of my ex-schoolmates wayy back to '05 and I kinda hate this one particular person. And then in my dream I dreamt about the same situation where I met this one particular person that I kinda hate and I thought to myself, "Well, this is just a dream, what happened if I punch this person right in its (not wanting you guys to know if its a her or him haha) face with my mighty power of fist?" and then I punched it.

Like this.

It feels so awesome even if it's just a dream. I really want to punch someone right in their face. I never done it in real life because I just never have the chance haha. Its face was all bruised and bloody and then I woke up from that second dream. I saw it without bruises or bloody blood on its face and that's when I confirmed that it's just a dream.

Quick info, a dream within a dream is not the definition of the word Inception.

Money Makes The World Goes Round?

OHAI THER peeps! So yesterday I received my salary and it makes me feel like:

B-b-but! There's a but! I tend to overspent my money without thinking about the aftermath. I bet my face looked like this while I spent my money on things I like:

And when I realized that I overspent my money (noticed that the majestic, glorious bluish-purple notes starting to fade away one by one) I will go like:

Haha and it will go on and on on a repeat. By the way I was derping at my workplace this morning, gonna post some random pics (I really love it when I let pictures do the talking)

My owly owly ring! Cute kan :D

Just in case you never seen one, this is how Giant's 1Malaysia tissuebox looked like. (I srsly don't have any fuken idea why I captured this picture)

I know, I know... Shitty kan? But mehh.

Well I guess that's about it. I should really learn how to manage my money well though.

Old Town.

Ah! It's so tiring clearing up my damn messy room!

Anyway this evening I brought my family to Old Town White Coffee at 1Borneo for dinner (my treat today) and it was great. Old Town White Coffee, located just near to Nyonya House (the one I mentioned in my previous previous post) is a good place to chill, I love the theme color, very comfortable and the foods are not very pricey, quite affordable. I didn't snap much photos today (I'm not a camera whore as I used to be lol).

This is Old Town White Coffee. Stole it from someone's page haha (sorry!)

This is my meal! Hainanese Chicken Chop with Rice, Rootbeer Float and Bread with Condensed Milk on top :)

Me and my sistah.

And then me, mom and sis went to Watson to, you know, kill time. I bough these sweethearts! (I always love Revlon's product!)

And then we went home and I saw this on the dining table. #AWWWYEAHHH #FOREVERFAT

My diet won't work. I'm surrounded by addictive and god graciously delicious foods :(